I am both happy and sad at the same time, and i'm trying to figure out how that could be. watch how good i am at smiling the pain away; you'll never guess i'm screaming on the inside. wanna see the epitamy of an emotional wreck? you're lookin right at her baby..i am one of the most COMPLICATED human beings alive. im a dork, a nerd, an over analyst, a believer, a lover and a fighter. im overly sweet, clumsy, and my worst critic out of all people in this world; i have more insecurities than you will ever understand. Do not mold me of perfection;you will be highly disappointed. I have yet to come to full consciousness of who i am because i am often wide eyed and yet completely oblivious to the world. I'm always changing but my drive and passion will never cease-i am not the same person-i have suffered many trials and errors. I wear my heart on my sleeve and always will. my soul is incapable of tyranny, and my heart often lets me down. I'm me and i'll always be that girl trying to win your heart over every step of the way.